before sunrise + before sunset + before midnight.

vlcsnap-2013-02-13-23h20m36s61“I always feel this pressure of being a strong and independent icon of womanhood, and without making it look my whole life is revolving around some guy. But loving someone, and being loved means so much to me. We always make fun of it and stuff. But isn’t everything we do in life a way to be loved a little more?”

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“Baby, you are gonna miss that plane.”

***

“I’m starting to forget him. And it’s like… like… losing him again. So sometimes I make myself remember every detail of his face. The exact color of his eyes, his lips, his teeth, the texture of his skin, his hair. That was all gone by the time he went. And sometimes – not always – but sometimes, I can actually see him. Like as if a cloud moves away and there he is – I could almost touch him. But then, the real world rushes in, and he vanishes again. Well, I did this every morning, when the sun was not too bright outside. The sun somehow makes him vanish. Yes, he appears and he disappears, Like sunlight, sunset, anything so ephemeral. Just like our life, uh? We appear and we disappear. And we are so important to some, but we are just passing through.”

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“Oh, fuck it. D’you know something? You’re just the little girls and everybody else. You wanna live inside some fairy tale, right? I’m just trying to make things better here, alright? I tell you that I love you unconditionally; I tell you that you’re beautiful; I tell you that your ass looks great when you’re eighty, uh? I’m trying to make you laugh. I put up with plenty of your shit. And if you think I’m some dog that is going to keep coming back, then you’re wrong. But if you want true love, then this is it. This is real life: it’s not perfect, but it’s real. And if you can’t see it, then you’re blind, right? I give up.”

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2 comments
  1. Márcia said:

    Olá Júlia, como vai? eu estaba dando uma olhada no seu blog e eu me identifiquei com esse post porque estou passando pelo mesmo. nos dias de hoje não é facil pra mulheres jovens e independentes to be socially and sentimentally attached to a guy, mas coração é coração e felicidade é felicidade. Já que você colocou na seção vida, estou supondo que está acontecendo com você também. É alguém muito proximo? como você está lidando com isso? Comigo não rolou nada ainda e com você?

    • Oi, Márcia.
      Não estou vivendo nada parecido com isso no momento, mas é uma sensação geral que tenho sobre relacionamentos.
      Bjs.

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